Yishun MRT, Seletar Dam, Tina Turner, SWimming and Hachiko

Many Random things today but a shared meaning to each..

I woke up this morning and had an hour swim under the hot blazing sun!! I wasnt thinking all that much while i swam.. just swam for the sake of getting tired.. I got back home.. listen to tina turner's classics.. Some of the songs that keep replaying in my player are What's love gotta do, When the heartache is over, missing you... All these songs convey how i currently feel....

Tina Turner, Queen of Rock, sure can convey how it feels like to be hurt by others.. hai... when she sang the song when the hearache is over, i know i wont be missing you, it's like she dont mean it but wishes it to happen... i got tired of thinking and listening to her songs and got myself to bed...

upon waking up i got my lazy ass to yishun to get some mid afternoon lunch and rented some dvd .. While i was waiting for the train.. i saw her.. i saw the girl i fell for when i was 18.. we were in the same class back than.. alot of things happen along the way... well to cut the story short.. she got married in Jan 2008.... seeing her wasnt all that bitter.. i was happy to see her happily married infact... there was no bitterness in talking to her.. she still had these sparkling eyes when our eyes met...I felt something in them but i could be wrong.. we took the same train but i got off earlier..

and i thought to myself.. y are there sooo many coincidences in life... how is it that i can bump into her when i am at my lowest... was it a sign?

when i got home i watched Richard Gere's Hachiko.. A loyal dog who waited for his master each day outside the train station till his master's unexpected death.. Hachi continued to wait each day for the next 9 years for his master. It was such a touching movie.. The loyality a dog has for his master.. I feel no other animal has that kind of loyality and undying love for its master... that's why i am a dog person..

After watching the movie.. i got up changed and took my bike for a spin.. i wasnt thinking much.. and i didnt know why i went to seletar dam.. when i got there... I sat facing Orchid Country Club Golf Course. I starting to think abt alot of things... how i have changed over the last 3 years.. how she (not the girl on the train) has changed..... and i told myself i should stop feeling like this.. i have to control my own emotions.. the person i use to love, isnt there anymore.. i have to stop... but can i stop... will i stop... its been soo long... yet why?