Peace

I woke up this morning feeling at peace with myself.. i dont know if it was the book i read or it was something me that saw the light... At 530 am i lay awake.. i thought to myself how come i feel so peaceful?.. and i realise that i even though i wont ever stop loving wabbit.. i know that i have let go of somethings..

letting go does not mean that i forget her and the past but I have let go of all the bitterness and saddness of that past relationship.. I have forgiven myself, knowing that i made mistakes but not everything is entirely my fault. I have given what i could than and i know could give more now.. I am in control of my own emotions.. Should she not want to speak with me in the future i am able to accept that and move on..

There will be times i will feel emotional and feel the longing for her company but that moment will past.. I will learn to accept that i cant change those feelings but to accept them as part of life.. to let these feelings make me sad for that moment and recognise that these feeling can only hurt me if i let them.. I will look back at the happy moments and i will rejoice that i had spent that short moment of my life with her...

U never know what will happen in the future.. i am hopeful and looking forward to it..