Last Night with Benjamin Button

Yesterday was wabbit's birthday (its been a long time since i called her that).. i didnt want to upset her by calling or sending any sms during the day to greet her.. So i wanted till just before midnite.. I thought it prob be better I was the last person to greet her..

While i was watching Benjamin Button before i texted her.. I was reminded of how life can be.. Daisy said "things never last forever"... and then when Benjamin told Daisy... "I never stopped loving you." Even though daisy moved on and got married... it's kinda sad.... and yet the aluring feeling of love..

I told myself last nite "You can be as mad as a mad dog at the way things went, you can curse the fates, but when it comes to the end, you have to let go.” I have to let go... it is difficult.. but i have to.. she has already done so.. but like what benjamin said... i never stopped loving you is true... I am such a foolish, emotional, sentimental fool.. i often wish i wasnt...