dreams and timing

It is said that the greatest enemy that one could have is themselves... i ponder on this notion and came to a certain understanding... the understanding that it is true that my greatest enemy is myself ... and that i have set limits to myself, claiming that i cannot do certain things in life. But this is not true. though i have in fact clipped my very own wings.. wings that could have been able to bring me to new heights. i am still trying hard to come out off this very cage i have put myself into. i am struggling and at times i feel lost..

Last nite i had a dream... a dream of lost love.. a dream that was so real to me that i woke up remembering the details...this dream is no ordinary dream to me, though there maybe others who have experience the realtiy of my dreams.. the feelings of this dreams still linger in my heart and i feel the urge to put them into writing...

this dream is abt losing some one u admire and long for ... losing that "one" to another person ... abt missing chances of making things happen, to make things right ... because of setting limits by saying "i am out of her league"... then finally realising that there was something going on but have failed to notice it... to me this dream was a nightmare, it is worst then feeling scared .. it is a story that i must try to learn from... a story that i must not let it materialize...

i should seek and pursue not wait and hope... it is a lesson i hope to learn ... in the end of the day it is always abt "timing"....